My Story
(Cobo Bay, Guernsey)
The Early Years - In the Company of Something Beautiful
Though born in Yorkshire, England, I grew up on the tiny island of Guernsey in the Channel Islands. The beach you see above was my second home. I’d while away many an hour swimming and checking out what was living under the small rocks in the numerous rock pools. Happy times. But I’d also go there when something was troubling me, when I felt anxious or was unsure of what I should do in a situation. I’d look out over the ocean to the horizon and wonder what was beyond it. I’d hear the seagulls chatter as the waves gently lapped the shore, and the smell of seaweed would often blend with the salt air, a familiar and welcome scent. As I absorbed my surroundings, my mind would reflect on whatever issue was at hand. The beach may have been empty of people at certain times, but never once did I feel alone during those moments. I was in the company of something beautiful, beyond my comprehension. I’d always leave the beach feeling somewhat peaceful, often knowing what I needed to do next, if anything at all. I was aware that the company I felt was directly linked to what I was experiencing when I left the beach… but I didn’t try to analyze it, I was simply grateful for it.
The In Between Years
The years between those beach moments above and some twenty plus years later were filled with much activity and my childhood connection took a back seat. I had a highly successful career, holding a senior management position within a large, offshore branch of a global financial services company. The position was very people orientated which suited me well and the job allowed me to travel extensively to countries in Europe, the Middle East and Far East… giving me glimpses into many culturally different lifestyles. My fascination with all things human was suitably both sated and fueled. I also married my partner in life, we’ve been together now for over thirty five years. The birth of our two children, my daughter in 1995 and my son in 1997 are, without question, the most precious and joyful experiences of my life.
Within weeks of my son’s birth, we began globe hopping and had the wonderful experience of living in several countries over the following years. Life was full of packing and unpacking boxes with me trying to ensure that each new transition went as smoothly as it could. At some point though, my world started to darken. I’d been a nurturer by nature my whole life and an empath, it was taking its toll. Eventually, I experienced what is best described as a dark night of the soul. It was a very painful but necessary journey… a transformative one.
An Existential Crisis
Rekindling My Childhood Connection
(My Garden, Florida)
I found the light within my dark night by reaching back into my childhood connection and was greeted with open arms. This time though, I was not at the beach, I was in my garden here in Florida. Once again, I felt myself to be in beautiful company. Various spiritual practices became a part of my everyday life over the next eleven years. Knowings would come to me from time to time, they were slipped into my awareness by the divine that I still didn’t define. Sometime I would hear them too, their words would break though my thoughts, akin to a wise friend offering guidance. Sometimes I would feel such a stunning presence of the company that I kept, it would take my breath away. I healed myself from the inside out during the early part of this eleven year stretch, peeling back and shedding many layers of ego that we all accumulate over a lifetime. My life became one lived from a place of gratitude and I carved out time in my everyday life, anonymously, for years to help others. I had never felt more spiritually fit than on that day when the unthinkable happened and my world nose dived into a place of immense pain that only another parent who has experienced similar could understand. My son returned to the spiritual realm as the result of a car accident on 20th May, 2019.
Broken Wide Open
There are no words to describe the pain that comes with the physical loss of a child, excruciating is as close as I can get… and the journey of healing is like no other. My precious boy, just 21 years of age and loved by all who knew him, was physically gone in the blink of an eye. My life came to a screeching halt as it shattered into millions of pieces and lay scattered at my feet. I was grateful for all the life tools I had accumulated over many years, they were all going to be needed big time. My existing connection to the spirit world meant that I knew my boy continued on after his physical death. Furthermore, I’d received an incredible sign on a hilltop in Peru shortly after my father passed which had left me knowing that communication was indeed possible in some shape or form.
There is a web page dedicated to my son, Tommy. It describes who he was and is… and details some of the incredible ways we have communicated since his passing. I have also included some of our sign and connection experiences within the My Experiences page. What unfolded was beyond anything I could have ever dreamt was possible. My relationship with Tommy has evolved into something truly magical. He is still my boy… his selfless personality, wicked sense of humor and wisdom is still there and he has been ever present as my connection to the spirit world expanded. But he is also more than my boy, he is someone I have known in previous lifetimes and sometimes that seeps into our conversations in wondrous ways. He is an integral part in all that I do and is a member of my team, Symphony.
Honoring and Serving
The Spirit World
As I honored my grief in the early days after my son transitioned, I leaned hard into my connection with the divine that I hadn’t defined throughout my life. My connection both strengthened and expanded. Not only did I build a new and beautiful relationship with my boy, but my team came closer and I got to know individual members over the months following Tommy’s transition. As this was happening, I began to connect with the loved ones of others in spirit in addition to my own family members. My team revealed the energy-based physical aspect of my mediumship in early 2021. It’s been quite a journey.
You will find much shared on this website in relation to afterlife communication and signs, how I hear the spirit world talking with me in the air on an ongoing basis, how the live conversations came to be and much more. Suffice to say here, everything that has been brought my way is to also be of benefit to others, nothing is purely for my own personal gain. I am beyond grateful for it all.
This section would not be complete without my sharing a little about my incredible team on the other side, Symphony. It is they who have made everything that I do and experience a reality… I simply try and do my best by it.
Susanne Wilson
Susanne Wilson is a tested and verified medium, an author, intuition expert and spiritual teacher. She has participated in controlled scientific research with Dr. Gary Schwartz, a renowned afterlife scientist, who states, “Susanne has been one of the best. Her skills as an evidential medium are complimented by her high integrity, credibility, and moral principles.” Her work has also been acclaimed by attorney, author, and afterlife researcher Victor Zammit, who refers to her as “A world class medium and spiritual teacher.”